Somebody please tell me what I'm doing here.

Oh, cheating.

Sometimes I just really want to go off on people that cheat. Cheating is one of the few things that really pisses me off. I find it absolutely pointless and extremely stupid. There is really no reason to fuck with someone’s feelings, even if you KNOW you won’t get caught doing so. If you want to be with someone else or are not happy in your relationship, GET OUT OF IT. It’s not that hard, I promise. I don’t see how people can so easily forgive someone who has betrayed them, also. If your significant other cheats on you, what would be the obvious choice? Mmm yeah, you should probably kick their ass to the curb, not take them back! And seriously, if you find out someone random you know has been the person your significant other has been going behind your back with, I would hold a pretty mean grudge, not readily forgive them. They knew what they were doing just as much as the person you were dating. That’s not even the beginning of what would happen with me if I were to find out one of my close friends was being the homewrecker. Shit, I’d hate that girl’s guts instantaneously. We would NOT be friends, you can guarantee that. You would be just as stupid to be friends with the person who was the homewrecker with your old boyfriend/girlfriend as you would be to take back the person who did the cheating. If you’re one of those people who can’t stand holding grudges or whatever, then yeah, forgive the person or persons. Just don’t be stupid enough to put yourself in the exact same position again or to make yourself vulnerable emotionally. Unless, I guess, you like the shitty feelings that come with those choices. 

I

cannot wait for that moment when I realize I am with the person I am meant to be with for the rest of my life. For when I finally feel one hundred percent comfortable around that person, and I am so outrageously in love with them that I can’t even for a moment imagine being the same way with anyone else. 

I just can’t wait. 

I want to kiss someone.

I feel like I haven’t kissed anyone in years…

I want the type of kiss where I just get completely lost in it. The kind where the only thing you’re aware of is the other person’s lips on your lips. You feel how theirs move with yours, and you relish in that contact. You never want it to end.

God, I love kissing.
Someone please kiss me?

Sometimes

Things just get really difficult. It doesn’t seem like anything is ever going to work out. I don’t know what to do to fix any of the situations, damn it.

I don’t know why

I have this fucking weird thing with food. Every time I eat something I just want to get it back up again. I can’t help it at all. Like, I wish I could just never eat again. I want to be small. Fuck.